I woke up today ,the sun was shining it was finally warm outside !I thought to myself "great ! Paul will be working on the pool. " I drove by your house to see if you wanted a coffee . You weren't there .You didn't answer my horn or my call . I waited a few minutes and thought hmmm you must be on the early shift..
You didn't stop by at lunchtime , I felt a heaviness in my chest some stress and anxiety as this was unusual. I thought hey baby brother this is not like you .. Then I remembered and the tears began to flow again and I cried and I cried .This can not be true !Can you really be gone forever ? This has to be a bad dream .!
You were so excited about "kid rocks " upcoming wedding .You were hoping to see a grandchild in the near future . It was a new and exciting chapter in your life !You were preparing so well . OMG where are you Paul ? We are searching for answers . Our hearts are broken . It was not time for you to go .
You have and always will always take our love with you no matter where you are .I am comforted only in knowing you were embraced and greeted by those who have gone before you and loved you unconditionally.
Please rest peacefully baby brother. Find warmth and love in the arms of the angels
Till we meet again just know we are .forever devoted , and
be certain we have this ! xoxo